Night train YK → Gambir
I Was just reading “the book you wish your parents had read” and it’s just a few sentence of the first chapter until my mind was struct by a sudden thought of me telling my future husband and children, who I don’t even know who he and they migbt be as i am still in my mono era
“To my future husband, I don’t know how I will become when I meet you. But right now I am doing my best to heal from the wounds I have carried all my life. I want to love you in my best state ever. Maybe I’m not completely healed yet when we meet, but one thing to know, that’s going to be inevitable, I guess.”
I just got another heartbreak, by the end of may to be exact.
I thought he was the one, he fits almost all the characteristic I had in mind. Unfortunately, he doesn’t see me the same way as how i see him. But then, i remember what my friend told me when I first got to know him, “if he’s not the one, you’ve taken a glimpse of how you will end up with”
From this heartbreak, I have another list
I never know how it is to be fought for as I have abandonment issues due to my father leaving for someone else.